From Estela Reveles

My name is Estela Reveles. I knew Lisa through homeschooling.

My contacts with Lisa, even though infrequent, always left me with the feeling that she took a sincere and personal interest in me and my children. Between encounters, she would not forget where we had left off, and I would be struck by how she related to me as a friend. She exuded a warmth that let you know she would always have room for you. I can't imagine how many lives she touched by simply being present. The world is certainly a better place for her having passed through it.

My deepest sympathies to her family and all who mourn her passing.

From Sue Patterson in Texas

I had told my daughter Alyssa (14) that Lisa was sick. And, when she overheard me talking to Pam on the phone, she realized that the worst had happened. After a lot of tears, we talked about our memories of Lisa, Roxy and Ruby.

We first met the Heyman/Gauchman family at the Live and Learn conference in St. Louis. Roxy and Alyssa became friends right away. Alyssa couldn't remember exactly how they met, but she remembered them spending a lot of time riding the elevators. And Lisa rode with them, chatting & laughing. No indication that they should stop. The girls roamed the halls together during that conference. I hadn't met Lisa and Larry until that Saturday night. We were all at the Museum downtown. It was a FABULOUS museum. Pam and I joined Larry and Lisa at a table. We really enjoyed talking with them. As we were talking, Lisa and I realized that we were each the mother of our daughters' new best friend at the conference. That was a wonderful surprise.

So, after that conference, the girls emailed each other. Lisa and I wrote to each other a few times - primarily to help the girls stay connected. Unfortunately, they weren't going to be able to make it to Albuquerque for the next conference. Alyssa was bummed to not have Roxy there. She received a BEAUTIFULLY hand-decorated invitation to Roxy's Bat-Mitzvah and I really wished we could have gone. We were living in Wichita Falls at the time, and New York seemed so very far away.

Roxy and Alyssa were excited to hear that they'd both go to the Live and Learn conference in North Carolina in 2007. Both were interested in cheerleading, so Roxy asked Alyssa to be her assistant with her conference Funshop. Pam & Rosie picked up Alyssa and me at the Charlotte airport. Alyssa and Roxy were back and forth a few times on the cell phone, anticipating their reunion. Lisa's family had arrived a day earlier and Roxie and Alyssa were eager to talk cheerleading.

It was so wonderful to see and talk with Lisa there. She was so excited to give her talks. We talked about the girls doing the cheerleading funshop. She and Larry told me how proud they were of Roxy doing a cheerleading camp out of their home in the summer. They told me how she managed the money, the kids, the parents - all of it! We talked about how unnecessary textbooks were to living a real life. We talked a little about our support groups, her rabbi, and how she tried to make all this unschooling make sense to him.

Alyssa also had a connection to Fire. Live and Learn offers Fairy Godparents to anyone who would like one. And, Alyssa drew Fire's name. Alyssa went to the cabin to secretly plant a note. Lisa smiled and helped her lay it out on her clothes, so she'd find it right away. Even though Fire figured it out, Alyssa tried to keep it a secret and got her a bracelet and a necklace. It was fun when Alyssa "owned up" to the fact that she really was Fire's Fairy Godmother. And, with one more interesting connection, on the last day, Lisa told Alyssa that she was Alyssa's Fairy Godmother. Alyssa was delighted - she had a very cool Fairy Godmother - with pink hair!

I didn't realize until now that Alyssa had been to Lisa's talks. Roxy didn't want to miss her mom's talks, so the girls asked some other girls to run a portion of their Cheerleading Funshop. This way they could go together to hear her. It really was wonderful to witness their mother-daughter relationship. Roxy and Lisa both enjoyed each other's company, checked on each other, supported each other. It was inspiring to see.

Alyssa asked me if Roxy knew her mom was sick then, because she cried a few times during the talk. I told her that I didn't think there was any way she could have known. She was probably just so incredibly proud of her mom and what she had to say - all of it glowing about Roxy and Fire. After 12 years of homeschooling/unschooling, I didn't attend Lisa's conference presentation. I regret that now. Alyssa said that what she remembered most about the topic was how important Lisa felt TIME was. Spending time with the girls was paramount - more important than anything else. What a wonderful remembrance that will be for the girls. To know how important they were to their mother. To not just know, but hear it announced for all to hear. I'm sure those tapes will someday be a great comfort to them.

As Pam and I were about to leave the conference, Lisa pulled a few of us aside. She wanted to share something about Roxy - that we had to swear to secrecy - she called it Kvelling. I didn't have a clue what she was talking about. What was this term? Paula Sjogerman was with us and she tried to help us understand a little more. They tried to help us pronounce it. They tried to help us understand it. Kvelling, loosely translated, means rejoicing in your children's accomplishments... in a good loving way. It's Yiddish for gushing, and swelling, and delighted. Kvelling. What a wonderful word. And, if I'm using the term correctly, Lisa was kvelling about her daughter. We were honored that she wanted to share it with us. Now THAT should be a conference in itself...a bunch of happy unschooling parents kvelling. ahhh.... THAT would be a wonderful Lisa-Legacy.

Lisa's passing reminds me again how important "time" with those we love is... how short it can be. Time. It really is all that matters. And, an occasional Kvelling among friends.

Lisa will be missed.
All our love to Larry, Roxy, & Fire

From Robin Bentley in Washington State

I didn’t know Lisa personally, but I had read her wise words, particularly on the Shine with Unschooling [email] list, over the years. Her messages often ended up in my “Important Posts” folder.

I do know people who were her friends and I know how they are both suffering and basking in the light of having known her.

On Tuesday morning, I was sitting in meditation, and Lisa came into my mind. I thought of her family, her husband Larry and daughters Roxy and Fire. I sent healing thoughts to them, across the miles. Suddenly, (and I’ve never felt this in my short meditation career) a weightlessness came over my body and I felt bathed in light. In that moment, I felt Lisa’s beautiful spirit lifiting me up. It was the most amazing experience and my tears flowed freely…

I wrote on one unschooling list, in response to Kelly’s post about Lisa, that her legacy to me was remembering to allow my daughter’s life to unfold, “in her own way, in her own time.” Though I’ve always subscribed to that idea, I am now taking it into my being in a new, more profound way.

Thank you, Lisa.

From Joan in New Jersey

I have not known Lisa long, but when we met I remember I was immediately struck by how open and joyful she was. Her enthusiasm always made me smile, clearly she loved life, and adored her family.

She told me once that our children are "perfect, right now, just the way they are," and I've come back to that thought many times when I've felt myself becoming impatient or otherwise irritated. She was inspiring in the way that she trusted herself. I'm so saddened that her time here was so short.

Our family is sending our love, and wishes for peace to Larry, Roxy and Fire,
Joan (from NJ)

From Francine Lucidon in New York

I didn't see Lisa often but I knew her well. We go way back.

Lisa was the person who always reached out in caring. She was an illuminated force that put caring into action - an inspiration to all of us.

She was the friend who, after I'd had an exceptionally rough and very public experience, called the next day to gently inquire, with no judgment, "Hey, how're you doing?" She was the one who always checked in, kept those lines of communication open, worked at building and keeping those bonds of community together. She was the one who showed up at our bookstore with her girls and left with armloads. "I HAVE to have hardcovers!" she grinned.

I can hear her voice so clearly, her fierce compassion, her strength, her bright, beautiful laughter. I join with our community in great sadness at her passing.

Francine Lucidon